Since childhood, people always gave me teddy bear as my present. I have a beloved childhood's teddy bear, where I always bring it along. I remember once, I left the teddy bear in my grandmother's house, i cried all the night and my father sent me to grandmother's house to get back my teddy bear. Of course, I was happy to got back my teddy bear, but my father and grandmother don't have a nice sleep on that night. . Haha!I remember my first time away from home to work in Kuala Lumpur, staying with my relatives, I have brought few teddy bear along. My uncle asked: "Why come to work also with some teddy bear?" At that time, I really do not know how to answer, I just can not sleep well without them.
Similarly, I was brought with some teddy bears to Malacca to study. At that time, mother and grandmother said: "Are you going to study? Why go with teddy bear? Feel like you are moving to Malacca..." Any friends came to my room would be very surprised that why my room has so many teddy bears, they always said: "Esther, I really did not expect you have so much teddy bear in your room ! This bed for teddy bears to sleep or for me?How you gonna sleep with so many teddy bears on the small bed?
Because the teddy bear was brought from my house, and all have the home sweet home feeling, such like my family supporting me. When i feel frustrated, I always hold my teddy bear, hold it very tight. . . Because when I holding my teddy bear, i feel home sweet home, feel the support of my family. When homesick, I will hold tight my teddy bear. . . Just hold them, I felt very safe.
Teddy bear for me, is home sweet home, a family support, a spiritual pillar. . . Because of them I do not feel lonely. So, I always bring the teddy bears to outside.
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